TheRealLulu

I loaded a bullet, to my head a pressed gun I packed a bag, climbed out, i had to run I crushed the pill that made me ill I didn't cry a tear I had nothing to fear death, I know all to well is a self made hell left your head to the sky and know I have yet to die.

I love you so much. Whore! I can't stand your touch! My sweat heart I'm so sorry Tell me the whole story! My only Darling please! Can't we have one night of ease?! I love you I need you near What part of I'M SORRY can't you hear...? Shut up! I'm done! -Grabs a gun- When you left I prayed for death. my sweetest Darling... I had lied but I'm trying I know this broken used me isn't enough But please take it, it's at least tough.

Today, the sun is shining. The birds are singing, I think I'll put the past away and just live for today. When death dares to rear it's ugly head I'll just smile and go to bed. I will stand tall and proud Keep my song playing loud And I know the blue moon of Kentucky will keep shining down on me Through the morning and pain My smile will refuse to refrain Because for today I'll put the past away. Yeah, I know today will be good. Just like everyday should.

I stand here on the edge On the brink My blood spills on the empty page So flows my ink. I shall no longer hide my rage As I begin to sink. Worthless are these bars that make my cage To my enemies I drink. The sweet smell of bodies burning into a new age as for once brought me on the brink.

I feel the trapped wings Beneath my scarred skin And I know the song you wanna sing But my patience is wearing thin I seen this coming I shoulda hit the ground running But here I stay, on my own two feet It is time for your ignorance to hit the street.

Our hearts where beating so fast We knew the feeling wouldn't last Four hours in the night For our hearts to take flight In a room full of dancing We stood reenacting Shakespeare and Poe We kissed toe to toe Two lovers never meant to be And a soft smell of the distant sea He held my heart, even as we where apart. I lived to kiss your lips You acted to touch my scarred hips. The lives before me say you'll think different But did they forget what young true love meant? A touch of summer rain to wash away the pain. A Kentucky blue moon Lingers as our love may bloom. My lover my darling, You are the reason my heart is beating

They want a master piece from words unspoken But here I stand Master piece in hand yet I have no affection. They all just pass me by And I wonder, is it to soon to die? I can't live without gratification. OH! What has this world become?! Where the soul of a poet rusts alone? This is my state of damnation. They say they want a master piece from my ink How my flesh begs for it to be true yet the question for the reader, you, is will you let my master piece sink?

So here I stand in God's plan, His hand. But before my selfish ways ha cost me wonderful days. And I could not see what the Lord gave me. I tried to stand on my own two feet even though I heard the Holy Lamb bleat. I was sick and dying I didn't see the Cross I was busy not caring. As I lay and they gave me sleeping gas I had a flash back of the past. A simple cross I was at loss. For it was empty I didn't understand or see. The tomb held nothing as well and I put myself in hell, With no meals cutting and a pill. Jesus was healing the ill. I woke with three new scars the one's I had already numbered the stars. The job was

Yes I see you standing there Without moving or breathing air Eyes as dark as coal looking to steal a soul Yes I can hear what you say now just go away! I am sane yet demons I see don't be a fool and second think my sanity with a stranger passing me by My heart may begin to cry You demons have no power here Be gone. My words are clear.

With eyes like cool water Perfect lips, she's a smooth talker        Nobody's hearin' her lies            Keepin' track of her sighs               Keepin' everything all quickly, tightly bottled inside. She's fallin' hard now   Sprialin' into despair       The pitch blackness is engulfin'           The pit keeps callin'               Her blood won't stop rollin'                   The nightmares are still hauntin' It's time to end it    And go into the light. Not quietly    But screamin' with all of her might. No one noticed before    The girl was a bore But tonight she's gonna break down and even the score. Humani